CHAPTER 16 : Woke in the Middle of the Night

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 So heavy at my chest, difficulty in breathing. Tried Kalyani Mam's manifestation meditation. That music, Mam's voice, deep breathing felt like working out. Felt light. Thought things will get better, but my thoughts, the murderer of peace, started feeling heavy little by little. Deep breaths started becoming shallow. Tears broke out. Finally, it doesn't work.




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